It’s the thing that everybody knows, but no one dares to talk about.
What was that all about?! If you felt betrayed, just say it. If you felt dishonest, just say it. It’s just our Malay culture that nobody dares to say up front what they are not satisfied with.
A great scientist once said, every action there is reaction. It just like the ripple in the pond, or even in the bowl of water, you can see the ripple goes out and come back to the center when it hits its maximum boundary. So just think every action that you take will come back to you regardless good or bad.
Now in this ending world, you don’t have to wait long to see the circumtances that you did. It will happen in the blink of an eye. Don’t worry if ppl do bad to you, bad thing will happen to them back and vice versa.
Do a good deed, and indeed you will get a good reaction.
Sometimes when you want something so bad, you tend to drop all the negative effect of the thing that you wanted. You ONLY see all the beauty. Colorful flowers, musical bird singging, stars, moon, and kawasan yg sewaktu dengan nye. All good, none bad.
But the reality is if it is not meant to be, it will not be. God fate. Snap out of it, be neutral, think wisely. You might see the beautiful thing that you wanted become horid, awful (like nangnak thailand movie). hahahhaha figure of speach.
But honestly, you only can work on it as what already map it up for us. Cannot go beyond that. Even if you try, play dirty, step on someone else toe, back stab ppl that’s on the way and other thing that you can think of. Even if you got it, it won’t last long. Because the thing that you want is belong to someone else.
So, play safe for the sake of your life. But the thing is just follow HIS rules and you will be in the right path.
So baby I rather drive kancil coz the Z3 belong to someone else…. uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
It’s been awhile since my last update. Abandoning my blog is not a choice.
So here is my story. I’ve been rearranging my life lately. Try to keep it low. And when the time is right I will arise from my solitude dark corner to the end of the rainbow where happy colors are.
I am very naive. I used to think that everybody has a good soul. Soul of an angel. A soul of a devil in disguise is hard to see. When they talk, they speak the language of an angel. But in their heart are full with trick and bullshit to satisfy their desire.
Why must others ruin others good life. Are they not satisfied with their own choice of life? You got a choice on how you live your life. Whether you want to live good or bad is up to you. But don’t drag others to your foul pit that you created base on evil plan.
You can live your own way, just don’t say bad thing about other as if you are the greatest. All those bad things that you said will haunt you back and you will live with it for the rest of your life. If you don’t have anything nice to be said, just don’t say anything at all.
You miss my graduation day for my diploma
You miss my graduation day for my bachelor
You miss my graduation day for my graduate school
You miss my wedding
Not to mention you miss my birthday every year
I am not sure if you even remember it
Before, it used to be such a heart broken
that you miss my important day in my life
But now it doesn’t matter anymore
I just wish that things were different
That we talked to each other more often
That we shared our thought without figthing
That I didn’t distance myself
Today I miss you more than all the days that you were not there
May your soul rest in peace
Al-Fatihah…..
I always look up to you
You were the one who make me stride to success
Because of you, I am who I am today
You were there when I need a support
You were there in my important events
All I can remember my childhood is you
The day when you got married
I was there….
Praying hard that you will not change
Hoping that you will still have faith in me
under any circumstances
under any influences.
As time pass us by
people tend to change
and you are not exempted
No matter what people said
I will always remember the person you were
and all the good deeds you have done
Thank you
Have you ever run in 100m? it’s so neveous raking and the energy is all out. Too many people give you support. All the cheers and screams sometimes annoyed you. Even tho it is for the good caused. its you that have to finish the race. Nobody can help you. They just cheering at the back. If i could transfer all those energy from their cheers and scream to me. May be i can run faster. At the end, i am the one that have to finish the game. Nobody else can.
Same as the real life. ppl can tell their stories and give advise. Whether i want to listen or not, thats different story. At the end I am the one that make the final decision.
In this modern era, i thought ppl will have open mind on any issue related to race, religion, or gender. But I guess the oldies that still in the top management that are not replaced yet still have the bigot mentality.
Yep my office is no differ from others. The top management belief is, as long as you go to the same church as he is, regardless whether you are capable in delivering the task assigned to you or not, you will be promoted in the top management and get a good bonus and increment.
But as us who is different religion, we will stuck at our position as long as we wish to stay in this company, or better yet, until our retirement age.
But.. when i think about it, what kind of crap is that? He, as the representative of this company should act maturely and professionalism should be taken into consideration when making decision. Acting like a budak hingusan. Full of bull shit. Imagine, he suppose to lead the company forward and making higher profit with less cost, but when the top management doesn’t know what they are doing, all crap and more crap as an outcome.
For intance, the EDP manager doesn’t know the password of the servers (many servers). How’s that possible, is like you don’t know what is a mouse when your task is to troubleshoot the PC. Gezz just dun get me the real mouse or even a pest control if i tell you my mouse give me problem. That’s a bonus point if she know what pest control is.. To that level her knowledge of technology, but she is the HEAD of department of IT.
So if the compnay doesn’t achieve its target, don’t blame us on delivering the task assign by your selected stupid mannequin. In a way we are doing a stupid job assigned by a stupid ppl. What’s that make me? Stupid ppl as well…
I rest my case….
You can see but you are blind
You can hear but you are deaf
You have heart but you are dead
You only see what you want to see
You only hear what you want to hear
The heart beats with the rhythm of death
If there is only 1 way to heaven
why must you choose the dead end….
